Transformation

Hello, 

Happy new year to all of u in advance...!

Maybe lot of people feel that why I brushed myself with past. True Feelings....I make to realise people that sometimes in life you have to transform yourself for well being of lots of people those are attached with you and those who are directly or indirectly connected with you.

Your happiness is something you have to kept on rear wheel and comforts of others should be putted on front seat. I never liked people who always said that they live life for themselves and believe in their comforts only. Earlier I too feel in that way but that was a wrong conception.

Which condition is more important A) Rose on the branch or B) Rose on the suit.....Rose on the branch which is connected with his community is more precious for me than the rose wear by someone on the suit. Sorry, for all those who wear it and appreciate by the world.

In the lethal game of life, its time to face the brass tacks. The confidence is slowly getting frayed at the edges. The facade is wearing thin and depression is beginning to close in. But in face of all odds I'm still laughing and cracking jokes. 

I want to laugh but so many pained expressions crossed my face and smile was erased like a chalk from Blackboard. Life is so easygoing for some but believe me, Its not sugar candies, teddy bears all the time. "LIFE"  this word fascinate me, Unmatched gift one can get ........but, circumstances and incidents make it complicated, gloomy and difficult to live. 

I always think that how I came out of this difficult phase of life and make it smooth as slide. See, I'm not bitter about life, about anything and about anyone. But something has to be done forcefully, diplomatically or eventually to make it smooth, proper and worthy.....At that moment I have no idea How? When? By what? and off course why? because from my side I'm living life which I felt is appropriate but it doesn't suits You / Him / Her / All / Others / Society /Business Lobby /Living / relations / etc.

So I have to follow other path, other way or hire some other vehicle for my journey.....

I know I'm different. I don't know whether I should take that as a compliment or a curse. People reacted to my behaviour and felt it is odd. Felt that Forthright, Straightforward and frank DHIRAJ is obnoxious and nasty. I'm sorry for all those unseen, unfelt and unrecorded incidents (for me) in which my forthrightness, straightforwardness and frankness hurt someone. 

I never did those deeds to hurt someone but,  Now I felt deep inside that I was little stupid in taking those actions. Instead of becoming pure from your heart one should learn how to tackle things diplomatically.....I'm still in that learning process.

Sometimes...I felt that in this world one can't live if one can't act diplomatically.....why....I don't know....

Hello,

Life Start with a dot than it changes into large, Mystical & Mysterious line. 

Yes! in Start I'm also Like a dot in front of my family. Everyone couldn't stop telling everyone that I'm special. When, I take my first step I amazed everyone. At that o'clock, I'm Forthright, Frank and my activities are different. I enjoy my Dot period but when I changes into line, Life becomes improbable, rather tough & rough and totally against your dazzling dreams and delicate desires.

AND! After a long period with all stresses a fiery, hyper-tense & hyper-sensitive line become DHIRAJ KHANDELWAL.

Take me as I'm

Hello Everbody,

These are the few lines which I'm writing today. I'm very much delighted with this medium through which one can express and share his/her thoughts with everyone .....I'll write through my blog. At the moment nothing coming to my mind......