Wednesday, December 24, 2008

In the lethal game of life, its time to face the brass tacks. The confidence is slowly getting frayed at the edges. The facade is wearing thin and depression is beginning to close in. But in face of all odds I'm still laughing and cracking jokes. 
I want to laugh but so many pained expressions crossed my face and smile was erased like a chalk from Blackboard. Life is so easygoing for some but believe me, Its not sugar candies, teddy bears all the time. "LIFE"  this word fascinate me, Unmatched gift one can get ........but, circumstances and incidents make it complicated, gloomy and difficult to live. 
I always think that how I came out of this difficult phase of life and make it smooth as slide. See, I'm not bitter about life, about anything and about anyone. But something has to be done forcefully, diplomatically or eventually to make it smooth, proper and worthy.....At that moment I have no idea How? When? By what? and off course why? because from my side I'm living life which I felt is appropriate but it doesn't suits You / Him / Her / All / Others / Society /Business Lobby /Living / relations / etc.
So I have to follow other path, other way or hire some other vehicle for my journey.....

1 comment:

  1. You may say u are not bitter, but i get a hint of bitterness in ur thoughts... in the background. Is it so?....i may be wrong!!

    For some people life is a sugarcandy, and they cannot help it, one cannot blame them for the thoughts they have. For we are what we think, and every person has a right to think what he is thinking, without being judged by another mortal being, who may be following some other school of thought, thinking himself to be on the right track. But what he believes, is his perspective, and from there, he sees himself on the right track and some other people on a not-so-right track.
    And I think God is not judgemental at all. He knows...he made all of us in his own image. He has given us this mind, which thinks and believes, based on all what he has seen and understood so far. Every person has a right to be where he is and beleive in what he thinks...in God's eyes.
    God has made him like this, so He will not judge him, for who else will understand him better than God Himself.

    .....did i confuse u....u wish u had not asked me write a comment ...isn't it?

    Be what the world wants u to be, giving, loving, making people around you happy....but deep down keep being what u want to be...always. Keep a corner for the real you, be a true friend to the real u, never leave it alone to die in the darkness.

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